☀ OM NAMAH SHIVAYA ☀
Studying Hindu philosophy at uni this trimester. Thinking of going to check out some temples tomorrow. So pretty, tranquil, serene….
I just laughed at the thought of myself in a Brazilian bikini.
The journey proves harder than it seems. First few obstacles seem to bit taken care of, approaching a month of sobriety and clean lungs. About 5 more days to go, which will be over in no time at all.
The race till the end of the uni trimester caught me off, guard. No sleep, Bad eating in a rush on the go, or constant grazing whilst studying. Skipping gym sessions and outdoor training a couple of times will have pushed me back a little too.
Although these obstacles will push back my progress slightly, I am determined to get back on track.
There was definitely progress made in the last few weeks that I’m proud of and i will continue to gradually increase in this progress as time goes on when i integrate more positive and health conscious changes into my life. :)
Everyone is drinking beers in the sunshine. I am at home pretending I don’t actually want to be doing this too. Oh well, I’ll feel better for all of this in the long run.
I had a fantastic green papaya salad from Miss Chu this afternoon and some coconut milk ice cream when I got home. Living it up!
Love it all.
The confusion. The mess. The raw, red rims of your eyes. Love the experience of being born. Love the experience of watching the old way of life die. Watch everything burn. Watch everything go. Don’t be afraid.This. This is how you find your way. You don’t notice the changes as they come. You just wake up, one bright morning — sky the color of robin’s eggs — and you realize that you are there. And you open the door and smell the restless air and say a prayer of profound thanks.
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