wipeout

water rapids.

It’s been a really really long and tumultuous end of week for me, haven’t been to the gym since thursday and kinda bummed about that. I got so fired up about something that i guess could have prevented and just decided to do carry on with the usual reckless things i do when i’m trying to forget about things.

On a good note though, i did get to see my grandparents this weekend and they seemed happy i came over to enjoy their company and have a laugh. I also needed a little escape from everyone that arvo, so all in all good little venture out into the suburbs.

It’s coming close to my start date at uni, i’m pretty scared. I’m not sure what to expect. 

I just don’t want anymore dramas before then, i don’t think i can deal with any thing else for a while. feeling run down and need a break from mentally exhausting situations.

Not the biggest longest update, i guess all my secrets are between me and the wall these days. 

i feel funny at the moment. 

silly me.

Feeling pretty fuzzy and rough around the edges. Could go a bueg and cave with the vines on shuffle and repeat.